:).
im acting kind of crazy now.
dont know why.
maybe cause im sick.
maybe not.
either way. it doesnt matter.
cause i'll be who i am.
just realised something. the prelims is this friday.
crap. haven even started studying.
can i just stop time. theres so many things i want to do.
so many things i want to say.
but because of time i cant.
where have i heard it before. nevermind.
doesnt matter.
for now im going to study.
or am i. im supposed to anyway.
saddening. time to prove to the teachers what we are really made of.
but it seems that they have already given up on us.
how bad can this get.
i look.
you look.
u turn.
i turn away. what can i say.
im in love with you.
what can i do to shout out everything i have inside me.
i want you to know everything.
but i cant.
cause humans all have secrets.
thats why i look to the stars.
they are indefinite. forever shining.
no matter what happens.
i cant help thinking what may happen if one day time really stops.
what will i want to do.
well. if time really does.
i want to stare at you.
look into your eyes.
until time continues.
i'll stare as long as possible.
for there is where i find i love you most.
its kind of weird.
its a childish dream and fantasy.
but hey. doesnt everyone have dreams.
im just filled with something called love now.
i love you.
i just want to hug you and stare at your eyes.
sink my dreamy gaze into your beautiful eyes.
i wish time would just stop then.
then i could stare at you.
seeing what you are.
i love you.
cant you tell.
you are my world...
