can i meet you now.
i just want to look at you.
stare at you for hours and think about you and nothing else.
but i know its not possible.
what am i supposed to do.
i want to tell you.
but i cant seem to find any strength when i'm around you.
i don't want you to say anything.
i just want to look at you eyes.
i want to see who's inside your mind through your eyes.
i want to talk to you.
but i don't want you to talk.
i just want to hear you presence.
being around you.
i can't be normal.
what am i supposed to do.
cause you'll never know.
the way i feel about you.
yet.
stars are the only closest thing i've got.
today.
madm yaw shouted in class.
i think she is really very extremely angry and discouraged by our class.
fine.
so what if xing yi has an attitude problem and talks rudely and proudly to her.
if our class had shown some effort.
i believe that she would not have blown up so big.
wasting each others' time.
i guess all of us had a misunderstanding.
both parties were at fault too.
because we were never able to produce a completed script.
(some people will forever not complete the paper)
she refused to issue the answers and hence got rather disheartened.
so.
as a result.
she will never trust us to produce a complete paper.
its not her fault for getting so angry.
i think its just the combined effort of the whole class.
we have no class spirit.
face it.
when have we done anything as a class.
its not very nice to compare us with e4.
but do we really deserve the tittle as top class.
comparing may be bad but if we had shown that we've tried.
i think both of them would not have said things they did.
and we would not have broke down the way we did.
i really don't know what to do about this.
only thing i can say is...
Buck Up..
