i am such an idiot..i dont know lar..
i suck..really really suck..
beyond hope..redemption and rescue..
im alwaes like that..
no matter how hard i try..
i will forever be sayin the wrong thngs at the wrong time..
wads happen to me..
am i condemned to be like this forever..
or is it juz due to circumstances..
i dunoe..
i dunoe myself..
all i now is i dont want to hurt you..
i dont want u to shed a tear cos of me..
cos u are so important to me..
im sorry..
if theres anyway i can make it up to u i will..
so spent the whole day bein sulky lar me..
typical usual me..
stupid and idiotic..
makin ppl angry..
fooling around..
xpectin ppl to take my shit..
y am i so abnormal..
one moment smiling..
e nxt givin ppl a reali black face..
this sucks..reali sucks..
but my hearts jus down todae..
dont know y..
mayb cos i quarreled with someone before leavin house..
mayb cos i gt up e wrong side of the bed..
dunoe..
jus tt todae is reali nt my dae..
well..its never my dae..
haix..
im sori..dont be sad and tink too much..
if u nd me..i'll be there..
dun tink so much..jus tell me..
even if its abt me..
cos i wanna noe..i want help u..
cos without u tellin me..
i wun noe how to improve..
so smile and be hapie..
cos u're in my heart n mind alwaes..
I Love You
