maybe i should b normal..
i dont know..
it seems so hard to be what i am nt..
i seem so abnormal..
come to tink of it..
i guess im like a completely new character type from others..
i dont know..i dont care..
u nvr understand me..
im weird..
i can be in a gd mood..
den turn immediately to an xtremely foul mood..
talkin is but a tool to put ppl down..
so theres no point talkin when it means nth..
a complete waste of time..
so i keep quiet..
i look..
but i look at things like a little child..
i dream..dream abt things..
like a child's fantasy..
to fly high in the mist of the clouds..
to touch the stars at night..
just to dream my life away..
thats y im alwaes lookin upwards..lookin at the sky..
dreaming..of the sky..of u..
i drift into a world of my own..
with onli u n me..
with nth else..
i dream i spend all my life with u..
but then theres alwaes someone who has to drag me back..
back to this cruel and hateful reality..
drop me back from the skys..
i hate it..i want to remain there..
i dun care what others tink abt me..
i just want to stay in that place..
nt forever..jus for my whole life..
if i could i would..
but its nt possible..
thats y i'll alwaes be dreamin..
so i guess im reali weird..
a complete weirdo..
who obessed with the sky and his dreams..
dreams of another world..
dreams if you..
because i love u..
so much that i want to take u to my world..
to be with u..
damn...im nt supposed to be dreamin now...
okok...fine...
anyway..thanks to u..
for ur encouragement..
it reali meant alot to me..
cos its from u..
i smiled when i read it..
i felt better..so thank u..
if u ever nd me..i will be there..
ok..to u..for u...i will..
i love u..so take care of urself..
cause u affect me..alot..
