i should be stronger..
stronger than wad i am now..
why am i like that..
i hate myself..
hate myself so much..
why did i let this happen..
why did i watch everything jus fall out of my hands..
so many questions..
yet no answer..
am i supposed to jus giv up like that..
am i jus to stand there..
i dont want to..
but yet i jus din realise it..
i am the cause for this..
its jus cos i suck..
why did i leave myself to become like that..
i hate me..
i hate to be me..
its ok..i dont care anymore..
i will change..
change to be a better me..
humans are adaptable..so am i..
no matter how weird i am..i can still be normal..
like a normal person..
tts wad i wan to become..
a normal human..
goodbye weird me!!..