i dunoe wad to sae eh..
im supposed to write down wad i feel rite now..
promise someone le..
buden i can jus lie rite..
i dunoe..u wun noe oso..
but i can guess frm e way u speak to me tt u noe wads on my mind..
u can tell frm the way i look at stuff tt somethings botherin me..
i tink u noe wad oso..
so i guess i cant lie eh..
hmm..
so here goes..
im jus takin everydae as it is..
i dun care fer tml..
cos i jus cant face the nxt dae..
if i dun do tt..
i will jus be stuck in it again..
i hav to get out..
cant stay like this forever..
life goes on eh..
if thats wad it comes to..
den i hav no choice..
cos i reali dunoe wad to do..
i dunoe hw to react..i reali dunoe..
cos theres smth at the back of my mind..
outwardly..
my character's tellin me nt to care..
my attitude tells me to ignore..
but i cant..
every bit of me jus cant hate her..
u tell me to forget abt her..
i cant..i jus cant..
its fucked up..
bein torn apart by urself everydae..
but i dunoe wad keeps me goin..
do i reali hav to face it..
i feel like running away..
away from everything..
living in a world of my own..
i seriously dun care anymore..
ppl can jus sae wad they like..
they can tell me to giv up..
but i wun..
cos its my decision..
nt their's..i jus cant stop tinkin abt her lar..
i dun wanna tink..i dun wan to miss her..
i just wan to stop..
tts y i wanna forget..drown myself out frm tinkin..
this song jus reali saes it all..
yea..so i've said it kie..
..happy??..
-JasoN-
