Living each day a it is
Is it realy such a pain?
Such a pain to be without anything.
Without anything to hold on to you.
On to when you're with open arms.
Open arms waiting.
when will the waiting eve stop?
when will i ever stop?
Stop pretending everything's alright.
Because pretendings only gonna push it further away.
solving the problem now.
Turning it the right may take forever.
A forever i don't have.
through the evening sky darkness reigns.
one torch shining through the dark misty night.
pathway lined with open traps.
how do i get across?
one way! death.
is death really better than life at all.
release me from what i feel.
get these thoughts outta my head!