what we know as normal situations and actions can have grave adverse effects on others.
well..its the same everyday in sch. lessons and more anticipiation of our results. its kinda stupid. like why cant they jus giv us the paper back. why must we wait till friday? it is so totally stupid and totally irritating. besides that. i wish i was in kenneth's class la. with jotham david muzz and gang, we like get along so well la. my class is like so dull. study study quiet home score listen study mug. argh. no fun. why cant i remain in the SBs. they're like so fun la. with hiqal mizial omar wanni they all. SAs are so nerdified la. totally no life at all. argh.this sucks.
i dont know what to do or say. everyday i look at u and i just keep silent. i dont know how to react. i really guess im jus to tired n sick n fadup with how u treat me. how 'highly' u put me. how u jus stop talkin when im around. forget it. i've tried to hard and i should stop. mayb im wrong abt all this. but that mayb's too small. i am forever to u, just a face in the crowd. u look right past me and u see what u wan to see. jus cos i smile. doesnt mean i dont see. it doesnt mean i am not hurting at all.
