everything that i'm not..
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
from Edwin McCain's song i'll be.
i dont know whats come over me. maybe its normal for me to react that way. considering what has happened. but either way i really want to get this over and done with. i'm really sick to the core with whats happening and becoming of it. argh. maybe dreams are not such a bad place after all. its free......free of you in it......
when will i have the courage to confront you and scold my heart out about how you are treating me? the invisiblity i am to you.