i missed training =(
just cos i woke up too late. trainings at 8.30. but i woke up at 3. i like went way way past it. ok. late nights has gotta stop. before it becomes a habit. or has it already become one? hopefully not.
how it dawns upon me that dreams really never come true. its a sad reality. ya but heyy, they're free anyway so continue dreaming, like i always say. philosophical mambo-jumbo aside. what are we seriously living for? weird stuff to come outta me but ya. what the heck are we on this planet for? purpose? hahas. its just the year end reflectory mood getting the better of me now. i guess we never appreciate or notice the people around us till they're gone. its like only then that we realise how important they are to us. so technically goodbyes arent such a bad thing after all. goodbyes do bring an expectation of meeting again i guess. ha.
rotting at home daily. eat sleep computer eat sleep repeat. its making my mind go mouldy. hmm. maybe i should really consider going out. meet up with people and stuff. nah too lazy. is it better to be too busy that people hafta take queue number just to meet up with you, or you are so free that anytimes ok for others to meet you and you can do whatever you want? each his own view i guess. i prefer in between, sometimes abit of both. but most importantly time for a certain someone. me. hahas. not sounding or being self-centered or anything, sometimes i really need time to myself and i believe everyone does. so heyy. this holiday is mine! it belongs solely to jason yeo w&% Li*& ya. erm. chinese names too erm. nvm..
