like its almost mid december and i haven started any thing yet. not forgetting i have to read up tons for the IS next year. oh my. yea but nonetheless i shall not skip training although it is getting rather INSANE! 400s in under 1min30secs. then rest for like the same amount of time after which we go ruunning again. multiply that by 10 times and then add a mini-match after all that. there you have it. complete physical and mental exhaustion. i rather have gym trainings where we sleep away on the bench press machine making it appear we are doing something. ha! after every training i am like totally aching everywhere. especially my legs. not good not good at all.
hmm. christmas is coming around. wonder what will turn up this year. what present/suprise/shock will life throw at me? its so easy to advice others yet you actually need it yourself. i guess you'll just have to hear it from others to really get it into your head. i prefer the life whereby we all just sit around happily wthout a care by the beach or whaever place we so choose. but hey, if life's that mundane, wheres the excitement and all? so i guess life has to have ups and downs. ok that was really really random.
ok. everyone's getting like all philoophical and stuff. is it just because its christmas? or did something happen to the air we breathe? either way i guess its just happening huh. the end of the year reflection and emotional unstableness due to the sudden realisation that we are coming to the end of another year very fast i might add. yea. time's accelerating. every year seems to be coming and going faster and faster. is it a growing up thing, that you realise this or is it some kind of maturity observation which individuals make to assertain that you are indeed matureed? hmm either way, i wish time would go faster i guess. reach terminal velocity ok. =)
