The depression of life gets to us all the time. At noon, at day-break, even now, 5am as i type. Oh thoughts oh thoughts how i struggle from letting you go astray, yet i can't help but want to think that of which i want not. I see what i see, but why does my eyes see a different thing? What are the feelings and thoughts that i encounter so alive and surround me? I tried. Get out, how i tried and failed each time.
The world is a screwed up and sad place to live in. Moral values mean less than a penny, words much less. Moral compasses so far deviated that one knows not where is due North. Is giving up what we believe and stand for all there is as we are bombarded with things that make us stray? Temptation so glaring that we can't help but succumb helpless to its grasp? Its not what i trust or not in you, its what i do not trust in this world, the circumstances and position and situation and surroundings that push us, shaking what we thought was what we believed in. The relationships we build, is at risk of everything that this world has positioned us in. Please oh please, change this world. For I don't know how to walk this path down. This world is depressing.
See no evil. Think no evil... I wish I could.
