Thoughts of today:
I guess its inevitable that when 2 intelligent people get together, disagreements happen. Either one side has to take the step and accept each others view points and back off. I choose to, because what it shows is, 'this is how much i love you, that i am willing to back off and swallow everything just to make it better again.' Oh humans are such complicated creatures. Things have got to start changing and it starts from me. I know my problems and i guess its better i start, rather than wait for either one to take the initiative. After all, love is forgetting self and putting your other before you. Oh how people pose that a girl should never expect a guy to change for her, well i beg to differ. Change may seem impossible, but accommodating and not being self-centered is what it gives to be in love. Like always, love is basically not being selfish. The thought of selling it sends chills down me, the look of fishes.
And, i saw this quote in someone's email signature, 'wisdom is knowing when to speak your mind and when to mind your speech.' An irony that it actually came from the person who doesn't practice it. I guess we should all mind what we speak, after all humans aren't feelingless mammals.
Work just makes me sick, the delinquent center day job is no fun. Work is defined differently for each person. To a regular, its pushing to NSF and sign from a desk, and to us, its taking it and getting the shit down, no matter how ugly and messed up it is. Oh why can't i push the work back to them? Arrows aren't jokes. =(
